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A watchdog group wants South Carolina's top prosecutor to investigate whether someone gave money to the unemployed, unknown Democrat who won the U.S. Senate primary last week.

Citizens for Responsibility and Ethics in Washington also filed a complaint Tuesday with the Federal Election Commission accusing Alvin Greene of failing to file appropriate campaign paperwork.

GOP State Attorney General Henry McMaster's office did not immediately respond to messages seeking comment.

Greene stunned state party leaders June 8 when he defeated a former state lawmaker in the primary to face Republican U.S. Sen. Jim DeMint. Losing candidate Vic Rawl has filed a protest, saying there was a malfunction of some sort in last Tuesday's election.

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PLAINSBORO, N.J., Sept. 1, 2010 (GLOBE NEWSWIRE) -- Integra LifeSciences Holdings Corporation (Nasdaq:IART) announced today that it will present at five conferences this month.

Mr. Stuart Essig, President and CEO of Integra, will present at the following three conferences in New York City:

  • Monday, September 13th at 10:20 am ET, Morgan Stanley Global Healthcare Unplugged Conference at the Grand Hyatt.
  • Wednesday, September 15th at 8:00 am ET at C.L. King's 8th Annual Best Ideas Conference at the Omni Berkshire Place Hotel.
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Mr. Gerry Carlozzi, Executive Vice President and Chief Operating Officer of Integra, will present at the following two conferences:

  • Tuesday, September 14th at 9:30 am ET at the Rodman & Renshaw Annual Global Investment Conference at the New York Palace Hotel in New York City. There will be no webcast for this conference.
  • Thursday, September 16th, 2010 at 9:45 am ET, at Stifel Nicolaus Partners' Healthcare Conference at the Four Seasons Hotel in Boston, MA. A live webcast of the presentation will be available via a link on the Investor Relations page of our website at www.integralife.com .

Integra LifeSciences Holdings Corporation, a world leader in regenerative medicine, is a global medical device company dedicated to improving the quality of life for millions of patients every year. Our products are used primarily in orthopedics, neurosurgery and general surgery. Headquartered in Plainsboro, New Jersey, Integra has research and manufacturing facilities throughout the world. For more information, visit www.integralife.com.

Statements made at the upcoming conferences may be forward-looking statements within the meaning of the Private Securities Litigation Reform Act of 1995. Such forward-looking statements involve risks and uncertainties that could cause actual results to differ from predicted results. Forward-looking factors that may be discussed include, but are not limited to, future financial performance, new product development, governmental approvals, market potential and resulting sales as well as potential therapeutic applications, and additional acquisitions. These risks and uncertainties include market conditions and other factors beyond the Company's control and the economic, competitive, governmental, technological and other factors identified under the heading "Risk Factors" included in item IA of Integra's Annual Report on Form 10-K for the year ended December 31, 2009 and information contained in subsequent filings with the Securities and Exchange Commission could affect actual results. These forward-looking statements are made only as the date thereof, and the Company undertakes no obligation to update or revise the forward-looking statements, whether as a result of new information, future events or otherwise.

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NeoSynergix nominated as a finalist for the ESTim 2015 contest!

NeoSynergix is proud to announce its nomination as finalist for the ESTIM 2015 contest. The winner will be announced at the ceremony on May 7th.

17 July 2014

Do you comply with Bill C-28 (anti-spam legislation)?

Bill C-28, what is it?
The new law that came into effect in Canada on July 1, 2014 states that it is forbidden to send a commercial electronic message unless there is express or implied consent from the recipient.

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Express consent means that the recipient has given you consent to receiving electronic communications from you. The person may consent orally, electronically or in writing. In the case of a verbal acceptance, it is recommended to have a recording support. In the case of written evidence (paper), you must preserve evidence and be able to provide it upon request.

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There are two important issues in a business: Consolidated Timesheets and Billing...

Service companies must effectively manage resource’s timesheets and adequately reconcile this information with their accounting system. It is a question of credibility and consistency. Depending on the different accounting process, it can become a very tedious job that may simply make you lose too much time!

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Every year, Computerworld Magazine honors the best and the brightest in IT innovation from around the globe via theirComputerworld Honors Awards. They are looking for entries that show measurable results from technology projects that have used information technology to promote and advance public welfare, benefit society and change the world for the better. They’re looking for nominations of those who use information technology to benefit society. That’s pretty much all us in NetSquared land.

Nominations for the 2013 Computerworld Honors program are being accepted now through Friday, Jan. 25, 2013.

If you know of a great NetSquared project that deserves some recognition, please submit an entry for the Computerworld showcase of innovative projects.

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  • As always, international entries are enthusiastically encouraged.

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By Nikita Sheth, Interior Design Editor

Attempting to define an Indian design style is, in essence, a futile task. It is impossible to avoid being reductionist. Indian interior décor reflects the diversity of India itself. Variation exists in the languages spoken, religions and rituals followed, textiles created and the foods consumed. It is this variety which allows India to be a fertile source of inspiration for any design lover.

In recent years, there has been a resurgence of interest in the use of Indian furniture, finishes and accessories to decorate a space.  Indian design style exudes a sense of warmth and earthliness.  It can evoke an almost magical feel to a room.

One emerging trend that encapsulates the vibrant hues, myriad of motifs and general vibe of Indian culture is a type of hand-crafted embroidery called, kantha.

Kantha originates from the cities of Bangladesh and West Bengal.  Female artisans in villages quilt this textile from reclaimed cotton saris using traditional Indian embroidery. The word kantha refers to the ‘running stitch’ which is used in alternate or parallel repeats.

Uniqueness is at the heart of kantha. Traditionally, no two pieces are the same; each varying in colour, size and pattern. The threads weave their way through centuries, passing from one generation to the next.

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After hearing Leto would abandon a tradition of graduating its top students in white robes, a "heartbroken" Abel Urdaneta launched an online petition drive to reinstate the privilege.

TAMPA — Abel Urdaneta has taken Advanced Placement and college courses throughout his career at Leto High school. He has a weighted grade point average of 6.8, he said, but "I'm sure it will go up."

He works at McDonald's 20 to 25 hours a week. He plans to be an aerospace engineer.

Now add activist to his resume.

After hearing Leto would abandon a tradition of graduating its top students in white robes, a "heartbroken" Urdaneta launched an online petition drive to reinstate the privilege.

"We have worked hard every single day so that we could graduate with honors and be celebrated on the day we walk across the stage," he wrote.

"For some of us, it has been the motivation for us to continue to apply ourselves in our academics."

Few rituals are as steeped in tradition as graduation, and controversies such as the one at Leto are more common than many people think.

In some communities outside Florida, school leaders concerned about transgender rights have ended a longtime practice of using one color robe for male students and a contrasting color for female students. Those moves invariably generate backlash and debate.

In Hillsborough County, the more common practice is to allow students with grade point averages above 4.0 to march in white.

Supporters consider it an earned reward. Detractors say it stigmatizes struggling students.

Wharton High Principal Brad Woods said in 2013 that his students looked "like two different graduating classes" when some wore dark blue and others wore white. They now all wear dark blue.

Urdaneta said he learned of the change at Leto by questioning administrators about rumors. He said he did not hear the automated phone recording to parents.

"They want to be focused on equity at the school,'' said district spokeswoman Tanya Arja. "On being a Falcon family.'

Gaither High students, who used to use white honor robes as well, were hit with similar news this year. According to the student newspaper Pony Express, reactions were mixed.

"The majority of us feel very betrayed and upset by this decision, and feel as if our hard work isn't being properly recognized," senior Jill Dowden told the newspaper.

And they aren't being quiet.

"I don't step on Gaither's campus without hearing about the robe change,'' said School Board chairwoman Cindy Stuart, who has a daughter at the school.

Stuart said she has heard about lawyers getting involved, but did not have specifics.

Arja, after speaking with the Leto principal, said the school has no intention of slighting its top students.

Honor graduates will be called up first in the procession, she said. Their names will be listed differently in the program. They'll have a special breakfast. Seniors will be polled on what color the whole group should wear.

And class leaders will design a stole that the top students can wear over their gowns.

But Urdaneta wonders, instead of the special stole, why not just keep the white robes?

He understands the arguments about sensitivity and elitism, but still thinks some students deserve recognition. He knows one student who immigrated from Cuba at age 17, speaking little English.

"And she managed to get a 4.0," he said.

While Arja said the Leto principal has received only one parent complaint, School Board member Susan Valdes — a Leto graduate — said she's received a lot more.

Valdes suggested that, rather than springing such a change on students in their senior year, schools might introduce it when they are freshman.

Urdaneta, meanwhile, has more than 1,000 signatures on his petition. And he has the support of Zakiya Grier, president of the Lennard High senior class.

Like Urdaneta, Grier has spent her high school years working and taking college-level classes to get ahead. She also runs track.

Until now, all Lennard graduates have marched in burnt orange gowns. Grier hopes to introduce white honor robes.

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(Newser) – Alan Grayson, he of "Die Quickly" fame, is taking an equally, er, unusual approach to dragging his opponent's name through the mud, reports Talking Points Memo. In a new campaign ad, the Florida Democrat compares the stances of patriotically named Daniel Webster to, say, a certain notorious Afghan fundamentalist group, concluding, "Taliban Dan Webster: Hands off our bodies and our laws."

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Don’t get me wrong. I love sports. In fact, early in my career, I thought I wanted to be a sportswriter the rest of my life.

But after nearly three years of it, I came to almost hate it. I’m not the kind of guy who creates idols. And, frankly, that’s what sports writing is: making heroes out of people who probably aren’t. Case in point: the recent murder-suicide involving Jovan Belcher and the day-after media coverage, particularly in the national sports media.

It was an unspeakable tragedy on so many levels. A starting linebacker for the Kansas City Chiefs, Belcher and his girlfriend — who had just had a baby girl together — were arguing a lot. His girlfriend, Kasandra Perkins, had her fill of it and decided it was best for her to leave and seek custody of the child.

Belcher, who we now know was battling head injuries and a dependence on alcohol and painkillers, pulled a gun on her, shooting her nine times — in front of his own mother. Then, he drove off to the Chiefs’ training facility where he was confronted in the parking lot by general manager Scott Pioli, head coach Romeo Crennel and linebackers coach Gary Gibbs.

Several other players were also in the parking lot, arriving for a regular Saturday morning practice, when Belcher turned the gun on himself.

Because it occurred to a fairly prominent member of society, and because it happened in such a public way, Belcher’s suicide is a legitimate news story, there should be no doubt about that. But if you read the Sunday morning coverage by ESPN and a whole host of outlets, you’ll soon see why news writers report the news and sportswriters report the sports.

The Suicide Prevention Resource Center has been working with the media for more than three decades to change the way suicide is reported without shoving real news under the rug to be forgotten. To that end, SPRC produced “Safe Reporting on Suicide” to aid reporters.

It starts off with what not to do:

• Avoid detailed descriptions of the suicide, including specifics of the method and location.

• Avoid romanticizing someone who has died by suicide.

• Avoid featuring tributes by friends or relatives.

• Avoid glamorizing the suicide of a celebrity.

There’s a reason why the SPRC makes these recommendations. Research has indicated positive attention given to someone who has attempted suicide can lead vulnerable individuals who desire such attention to take their own lives.

When a well-known person or celebrity — let’s face it, that’s all a professional athlete is — attempts suicide, it can promote copycat attempts among vulnerable people. As the SPRC states: “Do not let the glamour of the celebrity obscure any mental health or substance abuse problems that may have contributed to the celebrity’s death.”

Furthermore, detailed descriptions increase the risk of a vulnerable individual imitating the act. Of course, ESPN blew right through all the red lights on this one. It’s almost as if the staff said to itself, “People are going to think bad things about him. We can’t have that. There’s a good side to him, too.”

There very likely is more to this story we will never know. But here are some facts that you need to know about suicide. Like more than half, and perhaps as much as 90 percent, of those who attempt suicide have a diagnosable mental illness and/or substance abuse disorder.

Also, people whose suicide act appears to be triggered by a particular event often have significant underlying mental health problems that may not be readily evident, even to family and friends. And, in the case of murder-suicides, as was the case here, research suggests other underlying factors would probably lead to a clinical diagnosis of depression.

ESPN and the rest of the sports media out there who followed suit should have included a referral phone number and information about local crisis intervention services, such as the 24-hour National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255). The Lifeline connects callers to a certified crisis center.

Additionally, they should have emphasized recent treatment advances for depression and other mental illness. They could have interviewed a mental health professional knowledgeable about the role of treatment or screening for mental disorders as a preventive measure.

Instead, they made Belcher out to be a hero, like they always do.

I don’t doubt for a moment that Belcher was a “nice guy” to those who dealt with him on a regular basis away from the football field. But he was no hero. A hero wouldn’t gun down the mother of his infant daughter, shooting her multiple times, in front of his own mother.

A hero wouldn’t drive off. A hero wouldn’t “run away” from his troubles by taking his own life in front of coaches and staff members who are trying to persuade him otherwise.

There’s another word for that, usually found the “C” section of the dictionary.

If you are depressed, or having thoughts or feelings that make you want to do harm to yourself or others, there is help out there for you. Tell someone close to you what’s going on, or call the number above to get in touch with someone who can help you immediately.

There’s nothing heroic about suicide — not of a celebrity, an athlete, not anyone. Don’t become just another statistic.

Bob Costas’ Big Mistake

Exhibit “B” in my argument why sportswriters cover sports and news writers cover news: Bob Costas.

I’ve long known where he stands on gun ownership and the Second Amendment, so his short little rant on Sunday Night Football last night was hardly a surprise. That it was both ignorant of the facts surrounding the case of Jovan Belcher is not really a shocker for me, either.

But to be fair, those weren’t necessarily Bob’s words that were being uttered last night on national television. They were the words of Jason Whitlock of the Kansas City Star, who doesn’t exactly have a track record that boasts of overwhelming intelligence.

This is, of course, the guy who put a one-word sign up in his pressbox window at Gillette Stadium in an effort to incite hatred from New England Patriots fans. So, take his words in their proper context: they come from an ignorant narcissist who actually believes the universe revolves around him.

I don’t think Bob Costas really thought too much about that before he uttered those words last night. And that was probably his big mistake.

If you’re reading this, thank a teacher. If you’re reading it in English, thank a soldier, sailor, airman or Marine.

Bob Eschliman is editor of the Daily News. He may be contacted at (641) 792-3121, ext. 423, or via email. Common Sense appears each Monday and Wednesday.

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I am new to this forum and recently bought a NeXT cube.

Back in the 1980s, I was a "tinkerer" not an EE (BS Chemistry & MBA from UC Berkeley). I worked in the school computer store when the Mac was introduced in 1984. You members know far more about this than I do.

I am big into modifying old PCs so they are usable in today's environment.

My thinking is- in college in the 80s there was always something new and cool and fast coming out. Now, a computer is like a toaster- for $300 any bozo can buy a Surface and be done with it. Things are just no fun anymore and, more to the point, they don't really DO much new stuff anyway. I want to use the NeXT to get back to that.

The last one I did was a Toshiba T5200 - took out the 386 chip and put in a Cyrix 486 (same pin out as the 386) removed the HD and upgraded it. Upgraded the RAM and it runs my DOS legacy programs very well. Plus I LOVE gas plasma screens. They just "do it " for me.

My goal with the NeXT is to add a board with a series of parallel processors Itanium 2.66 or Xeon 4.2 and recode he software to address all of the parallel processors.

This is REALLY speeding it up. A 40MHZ Nitro just will not cut it for me. With the power of a lot of parallell processors and the ability of NeXT to run RISC, Sparc, Unix, even Intel the sky is the limit for home power. I will cater to the ultimate home enthusiast.

The result will not be cheap but in 1988 a Compaq 386 clone was $6,500, about 3X that in today's dollars so I am not concerned about price.

I am already working on all of this.

I hope to learn from you members going forward with this project.

PS- does anyone have a copy of Wolfenstein 3D that will run on the NeXT? It . along with Zork were the only games I ever liked.I heard wolf was developed on the NeXt.

Thanks, I may be crazy for trying this- please try to indulge me Smile

John K.
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Hello John: It is fun doing business with you. As far as your proposed hyperspace board , whoa . Looking forward to seeing it.
Your probably going to need a breadboard , nbic chip and a lot of programming if whammy. Best regards Rob I think Wolfenstein manuals we're done on frame-maker and Doom should be loaded on that microsd card, I don't think the application Wolfenstein 3-D was ever forwarded to the next operating system.
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PostPosted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 4:37 am    Post subject: Ok Zork? Reply with quote

Ever play the Zork Trilogy? The only other game I liked

I think both that and Wolf 3D would work on Soft PC.

CHIP COOLING: We are experimenting with how to cool 80 Itanium 2.66s. The original idea was to move the heat sinks and power supply to a second cube with a small fan & vents and move that away from the main cube to wherever you want. To control noise and not electrically heat your house.

NEW IDEA: We have determined that if we use green glass circuit boards, we can actually submerge the chip cards in mineral oil, encase that in something that would fit in a NeXT slot. Then have a second "thin fish tank" of mineral oil in an adjacent slot and slowly pump the warmed mineral oil from the chip slot to the fish tank slot to cool it and then pump the cooled oil back into the Itanium card slot. Mineral oil has a high heat capacity so that adds to it.

We have tried this on the bench and liquid cooling works very well. You would have to really seal the liquids- you do not want leaks- but it gets rid of fans, second cubes and heat sinks. Very elegant!

So these are ideas we are playing with.EVERYTHING is still up in the air. We STILL need some killer app to use all those extra chips for.

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Episode: #28 Tom Bilyeu on how to escape the matrix and programme your mind for success.

Who: Tom Bilyeu is a master of many areas. He built Quest Nutrition to show that food can be good for you and still taste good, building the brand into a billion-dollar business. He is now helping people escape the matrix and find their passion and mission, by interviewing some of the most successful people ever on how to develop the mindset of success on his own show platform.In this interview we discuss, mindsets, rituals, interviews, what holds us back and how you should programme your mind to achieve more than you ever thought yourself capable of.

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  • Who he is and what makes a successful man
  • What are the fundamentals of a healthy body and mind – are they related
  • How you can establish and maintain habit change
  • Do habits shape our identity?
  • What he thinks should be in every modern man’s skills toolbox?
  • Where he thinks most men go wrong in their everyday life
  • How our mindsets are holding us back and what you should change in your programming
  • What is the matrix and how it is holding you back
  • How you can become more like Tom in terms of his mindset and outlook on life with an amazing step-by-step example! (and why Disney need to watch their backs for Impact Theory!)
  • What he thinks of rituals and routines and meditation – why should we incorporate them into our daily lives
  • What his daily routine looks like
  • How come we overcome poor and negative programming like depression, low self-esteem etc
  • How you can become like Batman (really!)
  • How the film ‘The Matrix’ changed his life
  • The interview that changed him as a man
  • How you can develop your social skills, how to be a better friend and a better interviewer
  • How to know if a business idea is suitable
  • What missing driven businesses you should look into for a great example to follow – Tom’s Shoes
  • How to build the entrepreneurs mind and how to know if it is for you or not – how the different personalities need to work together to make a business/project/relationship etc work
  • How does he deal with the fast break questions
  • Which of his interviews you should check out right now and who he wants to interview
  • What he would like you to take from this interview
  • How you can keep in touch with him
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text: Date: Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:08:19 -0400 From: Subject: The Wedding Night This is my first story so bear with me. The following events are all true. I have only changed the names for confidentiality. The Wedding Night To tell you about myself, my name is Brad, I am 21, about 5'10", 160 lbs. I have a very imposing football player build, am a flawless dresser, blue eyes, dark brown hair with blonde highlights and tan olive skin. Anyway, I had my heart broken by my high school sweetheart about four months before the event I am going to be telling you about. She was my life, my little angel. I had hurt her to the point that she needed to leave me and I could not blame her. When I was dating her, my feelings for guys were completely suppressed. I had fooled around with friends in middle school and such, casual circle jerks, etc... but nothing serious. However, when I jerked off it was almost always to gay porn. Then, when Queer as Folk came on TV I was obsessed. Even more so after my breakup. I began to identify with the main character Brian Kinney. He had a strong, fuck-em-all attitude that I wished so much I had. He would never let his heart get broken. I really wished I was like him and tried so hard to be just like him. He was successful in business as I had become, and could get any guy he wanted. Most of all, he had a guy named Justin who turned me on more than anything. Justin was blonde, 18, hairless, sweet, romantic, and artsy. I fell in love. I dreamed off being Brian and having my Justin...often jerking off to the idea. Coming home after a long day in a suit, and having Justin lying there in a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt waiting for me. Anyway, I could go on for hours so I'll get to the story. I was invited to my second cousin's wedding in New York. I cried for weeks at the idea of going to the wedding alone, without my girl. So naturally, I switched into my Brian Kinney defense mechanism mode. Fuck it, I said. Who wants to get married when you could have a different gorgeous guy every night? Anyway, my entire family flew to New York for the wedding, parents, grandparents, and all. I got dressed in a tux at the hotel and went downstairs to meet the rest of the family before we drove to the church. As soon as I got to the hotel lobby, I spotted him. He was a gorgeous blonde around my age, wearing a black suit with a great pink shirt. He was so slim and so innocent looking. If only he was gay I thought. As I was staring in his direction, trying not to be obvious, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see my mother. She immediately said, "oh my god Brad, do you know who that is?" "No", I said, pretending not to know whom she was talking about. "That's Andrew, he's bad news, he's related to the family through marriage but we don't talk to his side." Why? I asked. "Well to start he's been in reform school, he's a drug addict, and he's gay." Gay! I smiled to myself. But replied, "that's awful." Anyway, I tried to mingle with the family and we soon left for the wedding. The whole car ride I couldn't stop thinking about him. He was absolutely gorgeous. Anyway, we got to the wedding and there was food and drinks before the ceremony. I excused myself from my parents and went outside for a cigarette. As soon as I got outside, my heart jumped. Andrew was outside to. I didn't know what to say so I just lit a cigarette and stood there. All of a sudden, Andrew walked up to me and said, "Brad is that you?" "Yes," I replied, trying to sound as casual as possible. "Do you remember me, we used to play together when we were little?" I lied and said I did. He asked me for a light and I tried to light his cigarette with a little flirtation but still careful in case he wasn't gay or wasn't interested. My family sometimes thinks guys are gay for random reasons, even when they aren't. Anyway, we started chatting about school, work, and other guy stuff. Sure enough, he asked me if I had a girlfriend. I was heartbroken on multiple levels. One, because her and I had broke up, and two, I guessed if he asked that question he couldn't be gay. We kept on talking and I decided that I would keep being a little flirtatious just in case. About a half hour passed and we decided we should walk back in and join everybody else. When we walked in, the reception hall was empty. "Shit," I said. Everyone had gone inside to the ceremony and the doors were closed. We would definitely make a scene walking in late and my family would definitely see we were together. Just then, Andrew put his hand around my shoulder and said; "I'll see you after the ceremony." My heart jumped. We both were able to sneak in and I went to sit with my parents, and Andrew with his. The whole ceremony, I was smiling like a little schoolgirl. My mother turned to me and said, "you certainly are taking the wedding well, considering you were crying over Kara a few hours ago." I simply shrugged; Kara was the last thing on my mind. All I could do was think about Andrew and tried desperately to look at him without being noticed. After what seemed to be an eternity, the ceremony was over. I immediately dashed outside for a cigarette. About five seconds later I heard the door open and Andrew walked out. "Damn, that was a long ceremony", he said. "Yep" was all I could muster not knowing how he meant it. Did he mean long and boring or long like he missed me, I thought to myself. Anyway, we talked for a little while about Florida, he lives there and I went to college there so we had a lot in common. Then, he asked me if I smoke weed. "All the time," I replied. Andrew pulled out a joint and asked if I wanted to get high. "Sure," I said and followed him to the side of the building. After the joint we decided we should go back inside. Everyone was starting to sit down for dinner and the reception so we walked over to our parents and parted ways again. As I got to the table, my mother and aunt had very serious looks on their faces. "Were you outside with Andrew?" my mom asked. "Yes, he was outside having a cigarette too," I replied, trying to sound casual. "Brad, what did I tell you about him?" She said. "Mom, I am just being friendly," I said. She warned me that my reputation in the family could be ruined and the faces around the table were sheer terror. Anyway, I really didn't care. I couldn't stop thinking about Andrew. Whenever I glanced over at him, he was staring right back at me. God I wish he were gay, I thought to myself. Dinner ended and everyone started dancing. One of my cousin's girlfriends asked me to dance. I agreed hoping it would ease my family's worry. Sure she was beautiful, but as we slow danced, all I could think about was Andrew. I looked off of the dance floor and saw him sitting at the table. God I wished I were dancing with him instead. I think the girl noticed something was wrong because as soon as the song ended, she casually thanked me and walked away. I decided to go for a drink and Andrew followed. We both ordered gin and tonics and went outside for a cigarette. Sure enough, about two minutes later my mother came outside and made me come in. Not wanting to cause a scene, I reluctantly agreed. Back at the table she turned to me and said, "Brad, I am very disappointed in you." I did not answer. I told her I was going to walk around and she threatened a plethora of things if she caught me talking to Andrew again. With that, I told her I was leaving and stormed out. I got outside and was almost in tears. I decided to walk the ten or so blocks back to the hotel. Just as I started walking through the parking lot a voice yelled, "Where ya going?" It was Andrew. I told him what had happened. He told me that my mom had walked up to his mom and made all sorts of threats. Then as I started to walk away he said, "Mind if I go with you?" "Sure," I replied. We started the walk back to the hotel. About five minutes into the walk I turned to him and said, "yeah, my mom is saying all this shit about you being gay and a drug addict and all sorts of shit." I tried to laugh in order to make light of it. Andrew stopped walking and said, "I figured that was what it was about." He then told me that he was caught selling pot when he was younger and was sent to a military academy. That took care of the drug addict and juvenile delinquent comment, but he hadn't confronted the gay statement. Then he said, "and about me being gay, well I am." I nearly froze but simply said, "Oh, that's cool." We kept on walking and I asked him if he had ever seen Queer as Folk. He said that he was obsessed with it and told me everyone thinks he looks like Justin. I told him I agreed with them. Then he turned to me and said, "you remind me of Brian, you know that?" Ha, I thought to myself, I wish, but simply said. "Thank you, I get that a lot." We kept on walking and just talking casually. Suddenly, we both looked up, we were lost. Apparently we had made a wrong turn and had no idea where we were. I was still wearing my tux and Andrew was still in his suit. It was around eleven at night by this point and the streets in this part of Long Island were fairly empty. We walked some more, trying to find our way back to the hotel. All of a sudden, Andrew asked if we could stop for a breather. I said sure. It was at this point that I began to feel awkward, and he was looking hotter every second. After about two minutes of silence we started walking again. We passed by a car repair place about thirty feet later and Andrew stopped again. I tried to make chit-chat by saying, "god it's a great night, huh?" Suddenly Andrew turned to me, put his arms around me and said, "Would it freak you out if I did this?" He leaned in and kissed me. I immediately threw my arms around him and began kissing him passionately. I wanted him so badly. A whole day of anticipation was finally happening. We were standing right on the side of the street and neither one of us cared who saw. I then pulled him over to the side of the car repair place and pushed him up against the wall. We kissed some more then he sank to his knees. He undid my fly and pulled out my cock. He began to suck it as I moaned and ran my fingers through his hair. The intense feeling mixed with being outside in an area neither one of knew was unbelievable. He came up and we kissed some more. I undid his fly, pulled out his cock, and we kissed some more. Our cock's sword fighting as we kissed intensely. We looked around us and saw some unfinished houses being built. We walked over to one of the house's garages and I threw Andrew to the ground. I immediately began unbuttoning his shirt as he kissed my neck and ears. I then ripped off my tuxedo shirt not caring that I had broken all of my diamond shirt studs and the Gucci shirt. Andrew pulled my pants off and I did the same to him. We were both naked in the cool New York breeze, our naked bodies rubbing all over each other. I slowly kissed my way down his chest, concentrating on each nipple. I then worked my way lower, my tongue teasing him in circles and I neared his rigid shaft. I decided to tease him some more and started licking his balls, slowly working my way to his gorgeous ass. I rimmed him until we could both take it no more. I stood over Andrew's face as he slobbered all over my dick, lubricating the way for what was to come next. Next, I lifted Andrew's legs over my shoulders. I leaned in and kissed him passionately again. My dick didn't need any guidance, it found Andrew's hole with ease and slipped right in. A rush was sent though my body as I felt his tight hole around my pulsating cock. I began to pump in and out slowly as we made love. I felt so powerful, so perfect, so hot, so much like, oh my god, Brian Kinney. Andrew was moaning wildly and begged me to let him suck me some more. I agreed and we switched positions. I laid my naked body down on the cold concrete garage floor. Every sense in my body was awakened. I could see Andrew's gorgeous body, I could hear his moans, I could taste his lips, I could smell his scent, and best of all, I could touch every inch. Andrew took my cock into his mouth and gave me the best blowjob I had ever had. He didn't gag at all. He took every inch and even put my hands on his head to control the thrusts even deeper. I felt the best electric shock of my life throughout my entire body as my toes curled and I came down his throat. We kissed some more before he stood up and it was my turn to reciprocate. I licked his whole body. This time from his toes upwards. His scent was amazing and I almost came again. I took his cock into my mouth, and then licked the sides, teasing it, tasting it, loving every inch. I decided to take the whole thing in my mouth. I began to hum and told him how good he tasted. Just then I felt his body shake and he came down my throat. I loved the taste of his cum. As soon as he came, our cell phones both began to ring. It was our parents. He silenced his and I picked mine up. It was my mother. "Brad, where the fuck are you?" "At a bar," I lied. "Is Andrew with you?" "No of course not" I lied again. I told her I would be back in an hour. I hung up the phone and we both hurried to get whatever clothes on we could that were still somewhat wearable. We saw a gas station in the distance that looked open so we walked hand in hand over to it. We asked for directions to the hotel and the cashier didn't know so we asked someone filling up their car. The lady was very pretty, in her mid 20's. She eagerly helped us and as we thanked her she said, "looks like you boys had a fun night but you might want to wipe the cum off of your cheek. She pointed to Andrew's cheek. She gave us a wink and we all had a laugh. Andrew and I walked as slowly as possible back to the hotel, pausing every couple of feet to kiss. Something about kissing him in plain view of everyone passing by really turned me on. We continued the hotel. When we were about a hundred yards from the front door, we stopped and made out some more. We decided to see each other the following morning before everyone left. Then, we kept walking. When we got to the hotel, we were no so warmly greeted by both of our mothers at the front door. We were speechless. "We have been waiting all night for the two of you to show," our mothers said in unison. My mother grabbed me by the arm and led me to my room. She turned to me and said, "Did you have a nice screw?" I didn't answer, but burst into tears. She turned around and left. The next morning I felt so bad for her I didn't even see Andrew when he sent me a text message to meet him outside for a cigarette. About an hour later my stepfather and I went outside to smoke a cigarette together after breakfast. The hotel door opened and Andrew walked out. God he was beautiful. We were both wearing almost identical black t-shirts and jeans. His blonde hair was glistening in the sun. I had to fight back the urge to run over and kiss him. I simply stuck my hand out and shook his hand. "It's nice to see you," I said. "You too," he said. With that he left the hotel and that was the last time I saw him. Please send comments about the story to This is my first submission and I would appreciate feedback. Thank you!


text: Date: Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:13:38 -0700 (PDT) From: John Colorado Subject: Sunset on the Edge of the High Desert If you are here illegally, then it is time for you to leave. This story contain man on man sex. If this is bothers you, then it is time for you to leave also. This story is fiction but some of it is based on real situations. The names and places have been changed. Sunset on the Edge of the High Desert by John from Colorado Chapter I Oh! Will this rain never stop? Rain had been falling for several hours and there was no end in sight. The constant back and forth motion of the wipers were about to drive me crazy. The noise (so called music) on the radio had become very irritating and the announcers ever worse, so I reached over and turned the radio off. Now all was silent except for the never ending click, click, click of the windshield wiper blades. I had been driving this motorhome for several hours. I had stopped every hour or so and had taken a break. Fatigue was just about to get the best of me. I had better stop at the next rest area and take a nice long break before continuing or maybe just spend the night and have a short drive tomorrow. My mind started messing with me. My past started running through my mind. I began thinking about my wife, who had died several years earlier. We had a good life together and had been married for 35 years when she was taken from me with cancer. We were married at a very young age. We were both barely 18 and just out of highschool. We were not blessed with children, so we became foster parents. We gave this up after a few years because it was very hard on both of us. We would just get attached to a child only to become heart broken when the state would remove them from our home and send them back to their old environment. All the neighborhood kids became fair game for us and we spoiled them rotten. We would take them on vacations to Disneyland and other places of interest. My wife and I were both only children, as were our parents. We had a very small family and now I was the only one left. I had inherited a large ranch in Central Oregon on the edge of the high desert and my wife received a substantial inheritance from her folks. After my wife's death, Joe, my financial advisor and investment co-ordinator, and I fell in love. He had become my life partner and came to live with me on my large ranch in Central Oregon. We had always been friends and Joe had made a small fortune for my wife and me. The ranch turned a large profit each year and with my investments returns, I was considered by many rich. Joe and I spent many happy hours riding and working on the ranch. We were very happy for ten years. Now I on the verge of losing him. He had gone to Tracy, California to be with his mother who was severally ill and would not last very long. She remains in the hospital connected to life supports. Joe had a legal power of attorney and was going to have her disconnected. Before he could, he had a severe heart attack and was without oxygen for a long period of time. Now he lies in a coma and the doctors are just keeping him alive until I am able to get to Tracy which will be about two hours of driving time. Joe and I have completed and filed our living wills. We have given each other the power of attorney so we could make decisions and act for the other if need be, at least we have all the legal matters all taken care of. Neither of us wanted to continue life by means of mechanical supports and live in a vegetable state. We wanted a life of quality or none at all. Joe's mother wanted the same thing but now all of this has changed. Nothing could be done for her now. Tears were flowing and my vision was blurred.. I didn't want to withdraw Joe's life support. I love him too much to go against his wished. I know that he would do the same for me, if our places were switched. It is so hard to give up a loved one. I knew the hardest times were yet to come. I did manage to see the blue and white sign which said REST AREA 1 mile. About time, I couldn't go much longer. I was almost in the state of collapse and should not be driving. I could cause an accident and maybe harm a innocent person or persons. I don't think I could live with something like that. I pulled into the rest area and parked the RV. The parking lot was completely empty. I was the only person there. I just sat there and cried. Finally, I needed to use the restroom and decided to use the one in the rest area instead of the one in the motor-home. The March air and rain would do me some good. Maybe even wash some of the cobwebs from my mind. The air was very brisk and sent a shiver through my body. I was numb all over. When I walked through the door, I got a very big surprise. There huddled in a corner was a very wet and cold young man. He appeared to be in his mid-twenties and almost the same size as me. I rushed to him and asked if he was hurt. No answer. I shook him and felt for a pulse. He was still alive. I hurried and used the facility and went back to him. I checked him over and found no physical injuries or broken bones. He was breathing on his own, which was a good sign. "We have to get you out of those wet clothes. Do You think you can walk?" Still no answer. Being a large man of 6 foot one inch and one who had kept his body in good physical shape working on the ranch, I was able to lift the young man to his feet and I more or less carried him and helped him walk to the RV. I put him inside and returned for his back pack. Everything in it was wet, also. I turned the heater on and took him to the bedroom. I quickly removed all of his clothing. There was not a square inch that was not was soaking wet. I turned back the covers and slipped the cold young man into my bed. I then took some stew out of the refrigerator and started it to heat. I fixed him a very stiff rum and coke. I knew that would warm him up. While the stew was warming, I went back and got the cold and shivering man into a warm shower. Holding him, I massaged him all over trying to bring some circulation back into his blue body. Of course, I was soaking wet myself by this time. I stripped the wet clothes off, then dried both of us, put him back in bed, put on my robe and returned to the kitchen. The stew was hot and I had just put it bowls when I heard the first sound from the wet and cold stranger. "Where am I? What happen to me?" "Hey you should be in bed, I said with my back to him. I looked toward the bedroom and standing there in all of his naked glory was a very handsome young man. One who had a body to be proud of. I had paid no attention to him before but now I had an eye full. I liked what I saw. "You are in my motorhome. I found you in the rest room. You were very wet and cold and in very bad shape. I don't think you would have survived much longer. I have some hot food for you. Here is a drink for you. I know that will warm you and give you a glow. Now drink it all down and let's get some hot food inside you." "You have done enough for me already. Where are my clothes? I will put them on and be on my way." `You will do no such thing. I have an extra blanket you can wrap around you. Now get started on that drink, while I get the blanket for you. There is some hot stew on the table that you can start on also." When I returned, I said, "I am Louie. I am going to have some stew myself and a drink also. I am just about starved. Let's eat!. I think that after a good night's rest you will be good as new. I am headed for Tracy and you are welcome to ride along with me that far. Where are you headed?" "I am Adam and I am also headed for Tracy. My mother and sister both live there. I have been going to school in Eugene and got into some trouble and had no other place to go. I really appreciate all that you are doing for me. I don't have any money to repay you but give me your name and address and I will send it to you when I get a job." "That won't be necessary and I think I will enjoy the company enough to call everything even. We had better get this food eaten or it will be cold." After we had eaten, we each had another rum and coke. I must say I was starting to get a warm glow and I could see that Adam had stopped shivering and had started to relax. Soon it was time for bed. I had decided to spend the night in the rest area. I probably wouldn't have if I had been alone but with two of us, I felt safe and a little more at ease. "I think it is time that I hit the sack. What about you Adam?" "That sounds like a good idea. I am really zonked. I'll take the couch since there is only one bed." "Adam, I don't think that is a good idea. I have tried the couch and it is really a killer. We can share the bed . It is large enough for two and you will be safe. I am so tired that you will be safe for now but I really can't say about tomorrow." "Louie, it is not me I am worried about. You had better watch out for me. I think we can make it through the night and we'll see what morning brings. I think you will be safe even then." Adam chuckled. "I'll take the outside. This old bladder of mine probably won't make it through the night. Do you want me to find some old sweats for you to sleep in. I like to sleep in the nude but I will wear something if you are uncomfortable with me being nude." "Nude will be just fine. That is the way I usually sleep. Besides you are already one up on me. You have already seen me and what I have to offer. Now I want to even the score. I must say I am looking forward to seeing you completely nude." Adam dropped the blanket and I removed my robe. "Louie, I like what I see. We climbed into bed. "Adam, would you mind holding me for a little while. I am going through a very rough time and will tell you all about it in the morning. I don't want anything sexual, just some cuddling." "I think I need a little tender loving care myself." Adam moved to my side of the bed and took me in his arms. Tears filled my eyes and my heart was heavy. He gently stroked my hair and wiped my tears away. I think I could get use to having Adam to snuggle up to. Before I knew it I feel sound asleep. I slept all night and woke up early in the morning still laying in Adam's arms. I just laid there watching him sleep. My he certainly was handsome and had a great body. He could be a good catch for some lucky girl. However, after some of the things he said, I began to wonder. I did not want to wake him but I had to use the bathroom. I hadn't gone all night and I felt like I would burst. I gently tried to get up without waking Adam. He moaned a little but rolled over and stayed asleep. I got up , used the bathroom, and brushed my teeth. I went into the kitchen and turned on the coffee pot and started making breakfast. I did not know what Adam liked and decide that pancakes would be ok. Pancakes was a good stand by and most everyone liked them. I almost had breakfast ready, when I heard Adam in the bathroom. He came in put his arms around me and kissed me good morning. He just held me and asked if I felt better. I could not believe what was happening. "Adam, I see you are in much better shape . You were in bad condition last night when I found you. You seem so nice and cheery today. You started my day off just right. I think I could get use to having you around to start my day off each morning. Let's see, 6 foot 180 pounds. I will get you some of my clothes. We are the same size and I have enough for the two of us. We can go shopping when we get to Tracy." "What's the matter don't you like me nude. I like you the way you are!" I turned brilliant red, I had forgotten to put my robe on and I was standing there completely nude. I was used to being with Joe and we liked to run around in the buff. "I think you are just fine just the way you are. I like what I see but your mother certainly would not approve of your appearance now but you can wait until after we eat besides I am getting a real eye treat myself . I enjoy looking at you. You are quite a hunk." "You are not so bad yourself. I think I could learn to like waking up to you cooking breakfast for me." "You had better enjoy if because I am not a cook. I have a cook and house-keeper at home. Sometimes, one just has to do things just to survive." After breakfast, we showered and cleaned up. I must get Adam some new clothes. He looked like an old man in mine. His taste in clothing had to be different. He really didn't complain. I decided that some sweats would be more to his liking, so I got a set out. Shoes was another problem. His feet were about two sizes bigger than mine. I found a pair of flip flops that he could wear until we could find something better. We were ready to head out and move on down the road. Adam had a very pleasant personality and I could see that everyone must like him. He had a warm glow about him and a smile that you couldn't but help but love. I had known him for just a short while and already, I knew I wanted him for a friend. "Louie would you like for me to drive for you. You look as if you are going to break down at any time and just collapse. I grew up on a small farm near hear and I started driving hay trucks when I was about 13. I drove delivery trucks while I was in college to pay my way. I think I can get us safely down the road." "Adam that would just be perfect. I don't think I would be much of a driver. Our lives would probably be in jeopardy. Boy am I glad I found you and to think I considered driving right on past the rest area!" "Louie, you have to tell me what is bothering you. I know something bad has happened or about to happen. You have to let it out and I am a good listener. Talking will help relieve some of your tension. "Adam, you are right. I have a lot going on right now and I need someone to help me get through these trying times. I am going to be very emotional at times. Will you help me?" "Louie, of course I will. I will always be there for you as long as you need me. I have to know what I am dealing with." The tears started to form in my eyes and soon I was crying and sobbing all over. Adam just took me in his arms and held me until I had control over my emotions. "Adam, I am so glad that I found you and to think that I almost didn't stop at this rest area. Something took over and told me to stop. Why don't we get started and I will fill you in as we drive. You also have to tell me about yourself. I know that something is also bothering you. I can just feel the tension you are filled with. I think we need each other and together we can own the world." "Right! Let's start rolling on down the highway." said Adam with a big smile that I am beginning to love. So our journey began. Each of us needing the other. We each had so much love to give and each was willing to share it with the other. I told Adam my story and why I was going to Tracy. I did not try to hold back and just let the tears roll. As Adam said he was a very good listener and just let me get everything out and in the opening. Through my tears and emotional breakdowns, I left nothing out and told him everything. I told him all about Joe and him being my life partner. Now he knew I was gay. This was no surprise because he already had a feeling and all I did was confirm his suspicions. Now it was my turn to be the listener. Adam needed an outlet and I was here for him. He had left his family in Tracy to go to school in Eugene. He actually went to the University of Oregon and to the Northwest Christian College which was just across campus from the University. He had just graduated from each with a degree from both schools. He received a teaching degree with specialization in Music and a degree in theology from NCC and is an ordained minister. Adam is also gay and the source of his dilemma. Neither profession is conducive to his gay life style. His real problem is his ex-partner. Adam had a very abusive partner who was actually pimping him out against Adam's will. Things became so bad that Adam ended up in the hospital from a beating that his partner gave him. Adam signed a complaint and his partner was arrested. The judge issued a warrant against him and he was never to come close to Adam and if he did, he would receive a prison sentence. Adam was headed for Tracy to leave his past behind. He had no money and nothing to call his own. His ex had taken all his money and sold everything that he owned. He was completely broke. He had no other choice. He did not want to live off the streets. He would stay with his mother only until he found a job and could move out. Each of us had more emotional baggage to carry around than we needed. It became very clear that we needed each other and could build upon a strong foundation. Each of us wanted a friend and not necessarily a new sexual partner. If something should develop so-be-it. "Louie, do you think, it is possible for two people to be very, very close and not have a physical relationship? I am starting to have strong feeling for you but I don't think either of us want or need an emotional or sexual relationship." "Adam, I not only think it but I know all of that is possible. Two people can share their lives, enjoy doing the same things together, and form a very close bond between them. Two people can be closer than brothers and form a trust that can't be broken. I don't know about what you meant by emotional but I think you meant love as in lovers." "You got it, Louie!"