Quite the strange comparison when the same thing repeats. I haven't seen any change the entire time or any difference of a way to solve the loneliness or choices I make in women.
you're young, you got a lot of things on your plate. I'm not saying you gotta glorify your hardships and bad experiences in life because of what you experienced with other people. I'm just saying that maybe you're called to focus on other things first before getting into something like a relationship.