What's you guys interpretation of this quote? > But I am a blasted tree; the bolt has entered my soul; and I felt then that I should survive to exhibit what I shall soon cease to bea miserable spectacle of wrecked humanity, pitiable to others, and intolerable to myself. Bear in mind it's a quote from the beginning of the 19th century so I don't know if should should to be interpreted another way, for example
Me when I havent eaten