Well still as I will say I don't think it will change even with me doing my own thing. I'm gonna be honest maybe it's just my choice In women. I have dated nothing but druggies and some basically just as emotionless as me people. Idk if it's gonna take someone specific but it seems all I can get are those two types.
well dang dawg. You sound like the problem you have here is you wanna love the right person but you find yourself loving the wrong person. Even if you know it is not gonna work. Correct me if I'm wrong on this guess right now.