ima just focus on myself for now, i liked her because she was my childhood crush nthng else. Otherwise I ain't interested in these relationships and all. so yep it's now character development arc.
Honestly right now youre your biggest friend in this situation, i genuinely hope it goes super well once more your mind might be going all but youre suffering twice - one by you going through it and another by thinking about it, confront her you have the advantage shell be answerable and hopefully shes accountable for it, take it easy once more boy