you're young, you got a lot of things on your plate. I'm not saying you gotta glorify your hardships and bad experiences in life because of what you experienced with other people. I'm just saying that maybe you're called to focus on other things first before getting into something like a relationship.
That's why I haven't really tried to be real. Now I just have other things to focus on at this point and carry on. But really I'm not gonna find shit to be fair maki.